ilovemyassholeboyfriend

2008-03-27T10:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to blog, but I'm just bored. Zee went offline. Prolly to just avoid me asking him out tonight. *laughs*

But then again, I want to go do some tiny winy shopping because it's been quite awhile that I last anyhow spend money, you know.

And I'm going to get Boyfriend a cute lighter, because he lose it at his own house. Nabei. He kept it like some GOLD that he doesn't even want to use it elsewhere except for home, and now, it's freaking missing.

I'm planning to do something for Boyfriend. From the first day out as a friend to the present us.

I need to go to Ikea and Art Friend soon, because I want to get things started.

Oh please, someone save me from boredom.

2008-03-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

Embarrassing

Nabei. I went walking around Tampines Mall alone, since Boyfriends' ending work pretty late. So I thought of checking out those toy car models at Toys 'R' Us. Okay, so I was wearing a skirt already and I had to bloody bend down to search for those cars. I'm those with freaking itchy hands, so I accidentally pulled out a so-called stopper, and to my horror, all the toy cars started falling out from the self. I squatted in an unglam way, but I've no choice. No one wanted to help me. I tried fixing the thing on my own, but it got even worst.

I then called out to a guy working there for his help. He did helped me, but he left me putting everything back to the self. Nabei. Is it a bad customer service?

I left the place feeling so embarrass.

I hate walking around malls ALONE because I felt so lonely and weird.

Anyway, I met up with Boyfriend over at Downtown East.

He made me felt so pissed off because he spend his money on his funky card like water. Nabei. $150 in less then 2 days. So now, tell me how not to be pissed? I wonder what did he spend on.

Okay, so I told Boyfriend

'Love, can you do me a favor?'

'Yes love?' he replied me.

'Could you spend $____ to get this for me?' I asked him with my skin feeling thick.

* I then showed him what I wanted on the magazine *

'Nonsense la Love' He told me in a somehow stern tone.

*then he pause for a while and told me *

'Ok, we'll go get it when my pay comes, alright?' and he gave me a goodbye kiss on the head.

I know I'm fucking thick skin, but I just wanted him to get me something to wear it on everyday, so whenever I sees it, I'll be happy.

But I can't proudly show it off and tell people that it's from my Boyfriend, because I'll be the one bringing him down to get it for me. Boyfriend isn't those shopping kinda person, so I don't expect him to shower me with gifts and all.

Just a simple relationship with just love, faith and trust.

2008-03-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

Freaking FREE

Free for now, but after lunch is like a disaster to me. I'm going to munch on Mamee after I'm done with this post, because I can't find myself doing other stuffs except answering phone calls because Kakah isn't in.

Von was talking to me about investment yesterday. And to me, it really sounds so risky. And this year it's the legal age to be doing anything and everything.

And god damn it. I made a fucking mistake at work. Nabei. I don't like talking to people at work unless it's from the Overseas Dept. I've never liked them at all, needless to say talk to them.

2008-03-25T00:17:00.005+08:00

I'm happy and contended with my life as it is right now
No trouble
Full of happiness, be it at work, home or relationship

2008-03-23T22:56:00.005+08:00

Nabei

*screams* I'm feeling oh-so pissed off right now. My Boyfriend was supposed to be webcam-ing with me, but because his cousin's at his crib, that he can't do so. I know I'm supposed to be understanding, but it always happen.

And he didn't take the initiative to text me at all today. I hate being the thick skin Girlfriend. Why can't he always be nice to be everyday.

He has yet to call me. I'm sleepy, though I had my afternoon nap. I told him not to call me so late, because I know I'll be talking nonsense over the phone with him, and the next morning I wake up, I'll be wondering, 'Did Boyfriend called me up last night?' 'What were we talking about on the phone?'

At times, I wished he'd read my blog, but being the lazy asshole, he can't be bothered.

It seems like I'm making Boyfriend sounds like he's a bad one. He isn't.

* * * * *

Anyway, we visited my late grandparents over at the Garden of Remembrance this afternoon.

my late grandparents

And my cousin went around looking at other peoples tablet and she came upon this:

It's pretty cool to know when you'll be brought back up to be with the Lord. So starting from now 2008, this particular person has up till 2604 to live in the world. I bet he/she can't possibly end up with the age of 600 over years old, right?

I guess it's prolly some typo error, but why didn't they notice it? That's pretty weird.

My cousins and I were supposed to catch The Water Horse, but the last screening time was 4.10pm. What the hell, right? So I decided to take a nap and I overheard my parents conversation about my 21st birthday celebration.

As I've already mention, it's either a Holiday trip or a birthday celebration at a hotel. Prolly I'm not too rich to hold it in a hotel. Luckily my Dad didn't think I was mad to hold my birthday at a hotel, because knowing his daughter in and out, I can't save for nuts.

But I would rather go for a Holiday trip.

* * * * *

My company is moving over to Loyang in less than a month time. I'm happy because I'm getting my own working area whereby I could decorate. I'm so going to put up my families and Boyfriends' picture. A car collection too. A Subaru WRX. A mini cooper. A Volks Wagen Beetle. A Mazda. And a Porsche.

*screams* He's taking far too long to call me la

2008-03-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

A birthday gift

I told my Mum I wanted a key diamond necklace. What a thick skin daughter she have right? But at the same time, I want a tattoo. Yes Yes Yes. Go ahead and yell at me not to do so because a tattoo is going to be with my for my whole life.

But imagine in years to come, whenever I see my tattoo, it'll be sometime I'll always remember. The time spend with my special someone and it'll therefore reminds me of how I spend my 21st birthday.

Otherwise a diamond ring will do. I told my Mum.

Why don't you ask your Boyfriend to get them for you instead. She replied.

If only I have a rich Boyfriend, Mummy.

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And I told her my dream holiday. Free from trouble and nagging. Time to relax and enjoy life for a short tiny winy while.

I want to go to Bali for a holiday. I want a outdoor Jacuzzi. And when I look out of my window, I can see the clear blue sea. Or maybe to I-don't-what-what-island-is-that, that I can see the fishes on the clear blue sea. Smooth sand, and turtles dig up holes to lay their eggs. Watch the baby turtles crack out from the tiny egg. That's what I told my Mum.

She replied me with some sarcastic remarks and I told her, why can't you just let me daydream for a little little while. And I continued daydreaming as I sat down at the dining table with my Mum.

At the same time, I was munching on my half burger for 45 minutes. Very long right? I've got small mouth, that's why I always get people saying 'The how are you going to suck cock with your small mouth?'. Nabei. What a question to ask.

It doesn't really matter because I ain't sucking any of your cocks. Damn it.

2008-03-22T21:48:00.005+08:00

3rd bike

My Boyfriend is indeed getting his Super 4 soon next month. I think he's so crazy about bike that it's going to be his 3rd bike. He wants a bike collection, but the monthly installment is going to make him suffer man.

He's getting a silver one

I've finished watching Bull Fighting and Magician Love. Here's a new Taiwan Drama that I'm so into it.

We're fated together

My Boss had a talk with me earlier on a Thursday morning regarding the taking over of Kakah place. I know I'm going to feel fucking gan chiong, but heck. For the sake of experience. Starting from Monday, I'll be taking over her place.

Ah. It was Good Friday yesterday, and apparently, I had work today. The thought of giving work a miss came into my mind. After all, I could have had 3 days off from work, you know. But still, I chose to wake up because I cannot afford to miss work again.

Talking about church, I didn't know that some colleagues of mine are Christians. Of course, to me, they looked like some kind of Ah Beng christians. At times, I gave excuses for not turning up for church. I'm pretty much full of sins, that's why going to church makes me feel much more sinful.

I still do pray to God. But at times, I really ask myself, knowing how sinful I am right now, does God still loves me?

Anyhow, I accidentally bought something to do with pork yesterday. Tell me, do prawn noodles actually have pork in them? Of course, I fed my little brother those pork since he eats anything and everything. And guess what happened next. It started raining like fuck when I was on my way home.

Nabei. I told you it was some kind of curse. I was so afraid I wasn't able to meet up with Boyfriend. The rain soon stopped, but there were still dark clouds surrounding us.

I'm pretty much scared of dark clouds. It makes me feel so alone, which I hate. I don't mind sun + rain. Not rain + dark sky.

I was upset upon seeing something over Boyfriends cell. He could tell it all because I treated him a little cold yesternight. But he was oh-so sweet. Know why? Because he dedicated a song by The Click Five - Jenny just for me. I was fucking malu when I heard the band member saying 'And now, here's a song request by Dean'. Instead of singing the word Jenny, they sung Michelle. When it came to an end, he ask 'So who is Michelle?' Boyfriend and Chubby pointed out to me as I tried finding somewhere to hid my head.

The next time the band comes again, I'm going to dedicate a song for my beloved.

Nabei. This is a fucking long post la.

To add onto the sweetness, Boyfriend waited for an hour to fetch me off from work. We had lunch at Burger King, but as we were reaching our destination, it rained.

I swear that whoever dare to splash water at me on the road, will fucking get it from me. Because it happened once to me, and I was fucking drenched.

I know I swear, curse and scold vulgarities alot. So please pardon me.

My 21st birthday is coming soon. About 3 - 4 months time. I'm planing to go on a holiday. I've told Daddy about my plans. It's either a holiday trip or a birthday celebrations whereby I can invite all my friends. I should start saving as Daddy said. I'm just happy he didn't object me from going on a holiday. Yeah. I want to go to Bali. Sponsors?

Are you willing to love me for your whole life? Just me

2008-03-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Being Happy

I threw my tantrum, saying things which I shouldn't be saying. I'm upset with him and stressed up with the whole pile of work on my tray.

We both apologized and he said he was sorry for making me angry.

And we somehow started arguing over text message.

He wanted to give me a surprise, but I actually said those words to him. I know he has been trying his best, but yet and again, I was giving him more trouble.

Still after 4pm, I was fucking busy keying in orders. I received a text message at 5ish that Boyfriend ain't able to pick me up. And of course, I was upset. I told him I'll be back in Yishun pretty late since he isn't able to fetch me back. And he freaking called me to ask me why so. From the tone of his voice, I could sense something fishy. He was already down at my workplace waiting for me. How sweet.

His 3 whole hours was practically MINE. We talked and played. His words really melts my heart at times.

Whenever I look at him, I'll always be remembered of how I first met him back at Wild Wild Wet. It always make me smile to myself.

I'm kind on the outside, but I screw people up like mad. So don't ever test my patiences, bitches.

I'm just too happy I wished everyday was like today.

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Work today sucks. I almost teared at work. And with those works piling up, I've to be at work earlier tomorrow so I could clear them up.

Handsome wanted MacDonalds for lunch. I wanted it too because I was afraid I'll accidentally eat pork/lard AGAIN.

2008-03-17T16:23:00.002+08:00

Pork

I think I have something against eating Pork. Each time I eat it unknowingly, I won't be able to meet Boyfriend when we're supposed to.

Nabei. I swear it's somehow a curse or something because it happen not only once, but everytime.

Like the other day, I had minced pork together with the steamed egg. I can't taste the differance between pork and chicken. So I ate it, and then I was told that he can't meet up with me.

Today, I didn't know carrot cake has got some pork thingy in it. But seriously, can someone tell me if carrot cake has got something to do with pork? Or they're using some kind of pork oil to cook it? Nabei, I know I'm such a noob.

Then Boyfriend rang me up and said he has other stuffs to settle and won't be meeting me today.

Fark. Why is that so?

Nabei. I think I have to watch what I eat if I'm meeting up with Boyfriend, otherwise the curse strikes.

2008-03-17T16:06:00.002+08:00

Farking tired

With less than 4 hours of sleep, I had to wake up for work. I bought MacDonalds for the workmates because I didn't want to be called the 'no heart' girl again.

I stayed up yesternight, watching The Magician Love till 4am and I started tossing and turning on my bed.

To add on to my tireness, I was pile up with lots and lots of orders. And it's finally after 4pm. I guess I'm staying back for a little while to clear up some of my work.

Boyfriend ain't meeting me today because he has his own stuffs to settle. But he better make sure he comes to fetch me from work tomorrow.

Seriously, alot have of things has been going through my mind. I'm pretty stucked and helpless. I'm to blame for choosing this path. But I hope I'll never regret.

2008-03-15T11:16:00.003+08:00

Work's smooth

I wasn't jammed up with work though a colleague was on leave. I'm even too free to be blogging right here.

Boyfriend met me at the control station and we took the train together. He's being an arsehole seriously. It was the start of a new day, and he made it all sweet.

I was too early for work, I had to sit on the floor outside the office, and enjoy my pathetic breakfast.

Work flow smooth but I stayed back in the office to clear up some of my other works. I trained down to Harbour Front to pick Boyfriend up. But as an impatient person, making me wait for fucking long can really make me cry. I stood by the arrival gate, waiting for his arrival. After an hour and a half, he came out and I was smiling to him as he walked out. The warm hug made all those frustrations gone.

We can dinner and then it was back home. I seriously thinks my Boyfriend needs to have his own vehical to travel around, otherwise he'll keep whining here and there and waiting for trouble. See what an arsehole he is.

And today, I was feeling oh-so happy in the morning, but when the 2 mates stepped in, I was called no-heart for not buying them Macdonalds.

Yawns. I'm too bored that I need to do something.

2008-03-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

She's on leave

God damn it. I'll be fucking busy when I get my ass to work later in the morning because a colleague is unable to come to work. I won't even have the time to pick up phone calls. It's like shit, but it gives me the taste of being busy and doing orders all ALONE for 2 freaking days.

I'm looking for another job at the same time, but of course with a better pay.

My Boyfriend's an asshole. I'm kinda retarded to him, but he's gotten no other choice but to still love me.

Boyfriend's going to Batam tomorrow and we're taking the train together. Like finally. And I'm so going to fetch him back at the ferry terminal.

Rui Kun, if you're reading this, I seriously hope you'll get Choice No.5 as your career, because you made my heart fucking itchy. *screams*

2008-03-12T17:57:00.001+08:00

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
wei. why u copy my nick leh

DeViL OwN ... says:
cannot eh huh begok ..

DeViL OwN ... says:
tui tui tui

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
butt anyway, it makes me happy

DeViL OwN ... says:
muak muak muak

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
coz at least u still bother to look at my nick

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
=)

DeViL OwN ... says:
watever love

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
lol

DeViL OwN ... says:
muak1

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
whatever. thanks for making my day end with a smile. dun change ur nick ok

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
i like

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
haha

DeViL OwN ... says:
muakz1

DeViL OwN ... says:
ok ok love

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
ok la. i wanna face wall now. makes me think more better

DeViL OwN ... says:
hehe

DeViL OwN ... says:
ok ok wait the wall got my face

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
ok. and i ll stare at u longer den

DeViL OwN ... says:
hehe ok ok love good ..

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
u very the free hor

- he sends me steven chou laughing icon -

DeViL OwN ... says:
look tat guy face like me rite .

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
no. that guy is CINA

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
you BLACK

DeViL OwN ... says:
so wat same ma ..

DeViL OwN ... says:
wen he smile like me rite

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
no.

DeViL OwN ... says:
ya ya ya

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
i dun care sat you're mine mine mine

DeViL OwN ... says:
ok ok go meeting wit me eh

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
i'm going to be farking selfish on that day and i ll argue with u if u dun meet me

DeViL OwN ... says:
ok ok lovw

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
ok

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do? says:
LURBE LURBE U

DeViL OwN ... says:
love u too muak muak

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He replied me in his nick, which made me end my day with a smile. =)

施美雪 - do you miss me like I do?

DeViL OwN ... I mizz u so much but due to my werk i cnt help it......

2008-03-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

M.I.A
Missing In Action

It was a horrible week afterall.

Firstly, it was Food Poisoning on Wednesday. I had to visit the doctor which I was entitled to a day off from work. I thought I could be feeling much better, but my vomiting didn't stop. The second trip to the same clinic was a horrifying one. I was given a jab, to stop my vomiting, but it was of no use. I continued puking like hell till Saturday.

My parents decided to send me over to the hospital, but for fark sake I don't understand why my Dad still wants to go to the Polyclinic first. Maybe because he thought getting a referral letter might entitle us to skip turns to see the docs at A & E, but NO.

I waited for a freaking 2 hours before it was my turn. At first, I was thinking, 'Wow, I'm finally going to stay in the hospital. My very first time', but after the doctor put me on drip, I was thinking 'Daddy, I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore'. I was pushed to a room with many other patients and was told that my doctor will only see me at 6pm.

It was 3pm when I looked at the clock and I thought, 'What am I going to do till 6pm? My parents aren't here with me and I'm feeling lonely'. So I took a nap and was woken up by my Mum who came in to visit me. I slept till 5pm and realized that my Mum was under observation in the same room as me too.

I was finally discharged at 8.30pm and was feeling damn tired. We cabbed home and my Dad took care of both me and my Mum.

The house phone kept ranging and it's needless to say, it has to got to be my families who called in to ask about us.

It was back to work today, whereas I'm still supposed to be on Medical Leave. The workmates too were asking 'How are you?' and so on. I knew I had pile load of work to be done, that's why I didn't hesitate to go back to work today though I still felt a little discomfort in my tummy. 5 whole hours facing the computer, trying hard to clear all those orders.

It isn't afterall, nice to be sick.

The jab on my ass still hurts.

I missed Boyfriend like madness after 1 whole week. Though he wasn't physically there for me, but he never fails to cheer me up with his calls and messages. He talks to me like a little kiddo, which is the way I love him to treat me.

I smiled to myself as I was walking down to meet Boyfriend. Everyone's been saying I'm thinner. Yes of course, I didn't eat for 4 freaking days.

At least I know he cares and love me lots.

2008-03-04T11:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th Month, Boyfriend

The office software system is down and I’ve got nothing better to do. My internet connections on my desktop sucks like hell, and I’m using Microsoft Word to type before I transfer them all into blogspot.

I met up with Boyfriend yesternight after my work because it was the only day we could meet of this whole week. I know I’m going to miss him like fuck.

We’re into the 6th month together and it has brought us to realize the good and the bad point of each other. Boyfriend can even read my mind without me saying a single word.

He made it a memorable 6th month that I’ll never forget. Though it was a simple dinner at Platinum Lounge, I’m still glad I got his company. It wasn’t that romantic, but just sitting by his side and letting him bully me still makes me feel that happy.

People might know me as a quiet one, but on the other side, I’m kinda rough in the way I talk, stand and walk. I’m not feminine in the way I am right now, that’s why Boyfriend mistook me for being a lesbian with Ann.

He ended the night with a sweet message.

No doubt that I’m always trying to find trouble with him, but he never fails to talk nicely to me (though at times he do raise his voice). But because of the way we talk jokingly, we hardly ever get into a quarrel.

Being together for 6 months, I think I can use maybe 1 hand to count the times we had an argument.

I know some of the girls are asking me to think twice about being with Boyfriend. Just because he’s a Indian Muslim. But seriously, religion doesn’t matter that much to me. So long as I’m happy now, that’s it. What’s coming up in the future you won’t know, so live life as it is right now. You won’t know the next moment you’re gone.

2008-03-02T23:04:00.003+08:00

Step Up 2
The Streets

It's a nice show. Not much of the dancing until the ending which, but the girl has got nice body. And the guy's pretty hot.

And I think the movie isn't out yet, but my little brother downloaded it.

2008-03-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

I'm missing Boyfriend

Holy Shit. My little brother just told me that I've bought the wrong cream for the face. And it's freaking $52.

Boyfriend is going to be busy the whole of next week that he doesn't even have time for me. I'm feeling so damn upset due to the stuck up place he's working in. Fucked up boss whom I'm so pissed because he made my Boyfriend work and work like mad. Imagine working from 9am to 2am. And you're supposed to be at work at 7am. I just hope that Boyfriend would be able to get a good job with fixed working hours.

Anyway, the past few days were like the daily routine.

9am - work
6pm - knock off

after 6pm, it's either home or out with some friends.

And it was Sufi's big day yesterday. Joon Kiat & I waited for him at his crib as he went off to fetch his wife. It's just so cool when someone breaks a good news to you that they're getting married, and at the age of 19, only.

But before that, I met up with Zee for lunch at Ang Mo Kio hub. I realized that AMK hub isn't worth my time walking around. My treat to KFC and he's full of shit. Lame talks, but well, ~~practice safe sex, alright~~? Oops.

I'm so going to picture stitch for Boyfriend, probably by our 1st year. We're entering our 6th months soon, which is kinda fast. And I do hope this is going to be my very last.

Somehow when I think back about the past, I kinda feel guilty breaking someone's heart. This isn't a right place for me to express my feelings, but I'm just glad we still do keep in contact.

And I hate it when guys say 'You're my only one and let's hope we'll last'. Like HELLO, you've said it to me and I trust you that we're going to last, but you ended up hiding in a corner and bringing someone along when all I wanted was to make things clear. Fancy buying something for his love when he'd bought me that before too.

2008-02-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

Your Relationship is Strong

You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it.

Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

Start Hunting For That New Apartment

You two are ready to live together - and probably have been for a while

You're a perfect match, even if you don't agree on everything

What's important is compromise... a skill you and your guy have mastered

So head out to Bed, Bath, and Beyond. It's time for your new life together!

Should You Live With Your Boyfriend?

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were already married

And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him

While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out

If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon

So start secretly planning your wedding

It may happen sooner than you think!

Will He Commit?

Break Up? Are You Kidding?

You're relationship is top notch, period!

Why are you even taking this quiz? :-)

Maybe you know you've got a good thing going

Or maybe you're a little shaky from a fight

Either way, stick with this guy!

Should You Break Up With Him?

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows.

You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.

For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.

You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.

Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily

Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

He's a Great Boyfriend

You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right.

You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too!

Is He a Good Boyfriend?

2008-02-25T11:49:00.002+08:00

I loving my life as it is right now

Though Boyfriend and I hardly meet up nowadays, his sweet words melt my heart. It was on the 6th day that I finally met him up for a tiny winy while at Downtown East. I then had lunch with Jamine Bitch while waiting for my Bro, Mel to come down.

Talking about Downtown, it has really brought me lots of happy memories. The very first day of work at Wild Wild Wet in September 2005. Having them as such a workmates is always so much of fun. Those morning test ride with Eileen, and the time when we're hoping we get to work at the same station together. How Naz always call me Ah See over the walkie and the way he comforts me when I was upset at work. There's so much more, and my love life started out at Wild Wild Wet too.

Back to me and Mel, he accompanied me to Bugis for a shopping spree, and it sucks cos' I spend S$100 in less than 3 hours. Anyway, he brought me to Home Club to chill, which I could say, is a nice place.

Bring me there again someday eh, Bro.

And I've to end now, because I'm going to be late in meeting up with Boyfriend. I'm heading down to register for my Basic Theory Test. Hopefully I don't have to wait long for my BTT.

2008-02-18T10:45:00.003+08:00

What has an egg got to do with menses?

And finally Zee eleborated. How farking lame could sound.

zee says:
hahaha
zee says:
menses means egg roten liao, need to deposit, thats why menses,
zee says:
so in order no tto make the egg rotten
zee says:
go make love
zee says:
confirm no mense
m i c h e l l e says:
NB
zee says:
LOL

2008-02-17T19:33:00.003+08:00

I know it's pretty silly to be praying for Boyfriend even though my religion objects me from being with a muslim. Nothing is going to stop us from being together unless he decides to ditch me, which of course he obviously won't.

He knows how I'm going to screw the girl up if he happens to cheat on me.

I'm PMS-ing now. It made me quite sick in the morning that I decided to skip church. I slept till noon time, bathe and had my lunch before going back to bed again.

The folks came back home, asking if we would like to go to Woodlands. I jumped out from bed and say 'Okay, let's go' then it happens that my Mum was referring to the old Woodlands which is near the causeway to Johor.

I'm thinking of making something for Boyfriend, but where do I find cross stitch shop that helps to convert my picture into cross stitch? I want to stitch them before our 6th month, which I know is impossible, but I want to make out something with my own hands for my love.

Anyway, I'm going back to study real soon. My Dad wants me to go get a darn degree. I'll be taking a leave next week together with Boyfriend, go apply my Basic Theory Test and make some enquiries to my Advance Diploma.

2008-02-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

A simple prayer

Dear Lord God,

I pray that you'll continue to bless Boyfriend and let him secure his current job. Let not the past incident affect his performance at work. Bless him with a good working hours, so he could spend equal time with me and his daughter.

I ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus

Amen

*I'll continue praying for Boyfriend*

2008-02-16T18:14:00.004+08:00

Valentine's Day

Boyfriend and I caught CJ7 instead of Ah Long Pte Ltd. It was funny and I cried when the show was about to end. Wonder why I cried? Then you should watch this show.

Rating: 7 out of 10

Boyfriend says I'm addicted to playing Blackjack. Is not that I'm addicted, but it happens that I'm always winning. Last Monday and Tuesday, I earned about 40 bucks alone. Everyone tease me for being so lucky.

Like today at 12pm, Mr Ben says he's going to be the banker and called everyone into the meeting room. And, the casino begins. Within 45 minutes, I won 30 bucks. As for Jonny, he decides to take the risk and hand over 6 bucks to me. When I win, Jonny wins too.

So, tell me how not to stop when I'm so lucky?

Anyway, company lunch on the 19th February. So looking forward to it because it's Sakura again. There'll be about 50 people from KSI and KST going.

I miss my Boyfriend

2008-02-12T11:31:00.000+08:00

Win Win Win

I'm so free to blog again

Probably because some companies are still in the Chinese New Year mood that they decides to start work at 'I-don't-know-when'.

The total collection from work is above a hundred, and I was feeling oh-so damn happy because I got enough cash to last me for a month or two.

Yesterday's BlackJack was perfect. I won 20 over bucks at work and only 6 bucks bucks from the Wild Wild Wet mates. Even though I play small, but still I'm quite happy. At least I'm winning.

More gambling later on after lunch.

2008-02-11T11:47:00.000+08:00

Gambling

Almost everyone in the office are in the Conference Room playing BlackJack. I've collected about 8 Ang Baos from the colleagues at work. How nice. And, all the workers lined up with our 2 oranges for Boss.

I'm blogging because I'm bored.

And and and, Boyfriend is back. He made me so darn worried because I couldn't get through his phone and I'm afraid he might miss his ferry back to Singapore again.

2008-02-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year
to everyone

Busy week. Work + Gambling and not forgetting more visiting.

Reunion dinner with the families were great. 36 pax with 'I-don't-know-how-many-tables' over at Sakura. The cousins went snap snap after dinner, and I'll upload the pictures soon. The families came down to my crib on the first day of Chinese New Year.

As time goes by, Chinese New Year is getting more boring. I still prefer having my grandparents around. The only happy part is the money rolling into my pocket. I don't go visiting because I don't have much of the family here in Singapore.

Boyfriend send me over to Jonny's crib for mahjong. I swear I was feeling so damn horrible when I first lost 20 bucks in the first round. I earned back a little during the second round. We ordered macdelivery early in the wee morning and back to another round of mahjong before we all went back home at 7am. Slept for 2 hours and my family cabbed down to Sembawang beach for the Filippino BBQ. I cabbed back home with my little brother after lunch, sleep for a tiny winy while more and got myself ready for DXO with Boyfriend.

Anyway, Boyfriend was the sweetest that very night, all because he forsake working and rather spend his time with me.

Reported back to work on the 3rd day of New Year. I don't understand why we had to do so. I could've taken a day leave, but I don't see a point since it's just half a day.

Boyfriend is away in Batam. I was pretty happy when we could still call and text each other, but somehow, his phone went crazy. He was supposed to be back tonight, but he freaking missed his ferry back to Singapore. *rolling eyes*

I miss my Boyfriend so badly

2008-01-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

My First Pay

I'm planning to bring Boyfriend and my family out to eat. Haven't thought of any places, but I'll definitely not want to eat hawker.

I was pretty excited, and didn't expect to get so much.

As according to plan, Boyfriend and I will be keeping 200 bucks aside each monthly.

Chinese New Year is around the corner. In fact, about 2 weeks time. I'm not anticipating for that day to come, because it's just like any other normal days. I ain't taking any leave on the Eve of Chinese New Year.

2008-01-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

The office is so quiet

I can't hear a single sound. It's usually very noisy in here.

It's going to be so random, but I want to eat Bak Gua. My Boyfriend forbids me for eating them. Like such a waste, and it's Chinese New Year coming up, how not to.

Anyway, I haven't seen Boyfriend for 2 days. I miss him, but I guess he's too busy to even think of me. That night, he wanted to buy over a PSP slim for me. $140 only. His reason? Because he rather buy it for me than I give my little brother some money so I could share with him. So sweet.

I need more sleep and I'm pretty lazy to go down for my facial appointment.

2008-01-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

Surprise Surprise Surprise

Boyfriend came to fetch me on his off day, and he sucks at giving surprises. He lied that he had just finished bathing when I was already about to knock off from work. And why the hell would it takes him an hour to reply my message.

I'm pretty lazy to blog actually, but I'm so bored at work. It's only 2.16pm. I still got another 3 hours 45 minutes. What the hell.

2008-01-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

Darn Bored

I wasn't feeling that good the moment I stepped into the office. Work's done and I'm waiting for more work to kill my bordem.

Something horrible happened yesternight and I seriously don't like people to accuse me. Mummy asked me if I was feeling low. Yes, of course I was. No meeting up with Boyfriend last minute. No lepak. I stayed home the whole night to watch my taiwan drama.

I didn't mean to be so attitude. I know I should be understanding enough. I trust you, but I love you too much that I really don't want to share you with others.

Now, everyone is out for lunch. I'm going to wonder around toa payoh alone after I've eaten.

I miss my Boyfriend

2008-01-19T11:29:00.000+08:00

Her last day of work

Joanne is leaving Ka Shin. She'll be working just a few doors away from me. But we'll still chat online, if only she can do so.

I'm pretty bored at work. The ladies are talking about some stuffs which I don't understand. Joanne is in the room surfing the net.

And now, I've got work to do. =( I just can't wait to knock off from work because I want to relax myself.

2008-01-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

I'm too tired that I need some rest now. I've been munching on my foods since the time I came back from lunch.

Boyfriend rang me up. I thought he was trying to be sweet enough, but he had a motive for doing so. He needs me to check out the price for Nokia E65.

And now, I've still got work to do. I'll keep some for tomorrow because I ain't in the right mood to do so now. All I need is some good night sleep.

2008-01-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

Food Food Food

I've been eating alot at work. A colleague said that everytime she pass by my desk, she'll always be seeing me munching on something. And now, I'm eating pineapple tart. I even have biscuits and sweets in my drawer. I wonder why I'm always hungry.

Anyway, I skipped lunch today, just so I could shop a little. Bought 3 Banana Republic top and it's super duper cheap. We went back to work after almost 1 and a half hours of shopping around.

Then Boyfriend send me a irritating text message, and I started to bullshit with him.

Meeting up with Boyfriend is always so much of fun. I'm always anitcipating to the day/time I'm meeting him because he always make me smile. =)

We're going to start saving some money for our future use. $200 each, to be kept aside every month.

Facial after work tomorrow and I can't wait.

2008-01-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

BORDEM

All work completed. It's another 1 hour 50 minutes to 6pm. I'm feeling damn bored now and I'm missing Boyfriend like so badly.

'he prays day & night, that it'll last'

2008-01-16T12:47:00.001+08:00

Lunch Time

Almost everyone at the office are out for lunch. I'm so bored, so I've decided to blog since it's VERY safe to do so now.

Took half day yesterday just to accompany Boyfriend to the hospital. He dropped me off my workplace before he goes to work.

And when I returned to work, I got a whole pile of paper which needs to be completed. They bomb me like MAD.

Then after work, met up with Ann for dinner. 3 cans of beer, and I stopped at the 2nd one.

It's been so long since Boyfriend played SMS with me. It makes me smile whenever I think of how he got my number. From the time he got my number, he was messaging me all the way non stop for 3 days before we finally got together.

I miss spending time alone with him.

2008-01-14T17:04:00.000+08:00

The weather is so nice to be in bed

Yes! I'm blogging at work, when everything has been completed and it's time to take a tiny winy bit of rest.

I was bombed with work this morning, and even after lunch. its another 50 more minutes to knock off. Getting a lift from a collegue to Tampines just so I could meet up with Boyfriend at the lounge.

I'm so looking forward to my facial appointment this weekend. 5 more treatment and hopefully those pimples could just disappear.

So basically my job for today is done, just answering of phone calls, UNLESS, some nice people decides to bomb me with last minute work.

2008-01-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

Basically my job for today is just come to work, answer phone calls, do some typing and I do nothing after that. Joanne has written her second post for today. So am I. There's nothing on my tray. I wished I had some tibits in my drawer, so I could munch munch munch.

2008-01-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

New Year, New Job

Started my new job over at Ka Shin on Monday. Work was alright and I got to know my what-to-do's before Joanne leaves this coming Friday. At least I got her around to talk with, but after she's gone, I wonder what I'll be doing. Probably talking to myself more often?

Met up with Boyfriend on Wednesday at the lounge. He became emo all of a sudden. I didn't dare joke around with him, let alone talking to him. Because of him being emo, I became upset with myself.

Had a talk with Regg, and she somehow made me feel a bit better. We were supposed to just chill around Northpoint, but we got the sudden urge to shop, so we cabbed down to Bugis. Spend 50 bucks within an hour or two. Decided to cab back home, then I realized that taking a cab at City areas are expensive. $5.80 when you jusy hopped in ($2.80 for starting meter and $3.00 because you're in the City area).

Bought dinner for Boyfriend and his family after my work and he's FINALLY back to his normal self. I love him for being the lamest Boyfriend ever. The assurance he made. The love for me.

And his mum talked about 'Family'. I worry for Boyfriend because I care, not because I'm being kaypoh. If someone were to make Boyfriend emo again, I swear I'm going to make the person's life miserable.

I'm loving life as it is right now.

2008-01-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

It's payday, but where is the pay?

I thought I could have gone shopping, but the freaking pay isn't in yet.

Blogging away as Boyfriend is watching some malay ghost show on Suria, which I actually caught it with classmates last year. The ghost look real fake.

Talking about classmates, I haven't been seeing them for a long time. And I miss hanging out with my Bestie too.

Everyone has started school. I'm still a slacker looking for a job. I really hope I get a job soon so I won't get bored.

It's probably out with Reg tomorrow for drinking session.

Where is the freaking pay *screams*

2008-01-04T12:16:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th Month, Boyfriend

A person who's always there for me. He who pampers and adore me.

All the troubles we've gone through together, I'm happy he shared them all with me. And no matter what, we'll go through thick and thin together.

*more updates when I'm back.

2008-01-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year, everyone

Ikea with Melvin

and I was on the phone with Boyfriend when the timer just *snap snap snap*

Hang out with the cousins after church. Went to town because the sisters want to get something for their ipod.

the cousins, while Eve was in the loo

So how did everyone spend their New Year countdown?

Well, as for me, I spend it over at Jonny's crib playing mahjong with Rei and Arens. Pop a red wine when the clock strike 12. I won a tiny winy bit in mahjong and I want more sessions. Boyfriend says I'm likee a nonya.

Boyfriend had work on New Year and I accompanied him till he ended work at 12 midnight. Pool and soccer over at the lounge.

And for my 2008 resolution,

Boyfriend wants me to be nice and gentle and stop being so vulgar
I want a proper job with high pay

Ain't listing down the others, but I definitely want more freedom.

Somehow, somewhat, I'm still thinking if I should continue my Advance Diploma followed by my Degree. My dad wants me to get a Degree so I could secure a job with better pay. I don't know either.

I miss Boyfriend and I wish he could wake up NOW to webcam with me.

2 more days to our 4th month.

2007-12-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Emo

I'm feeling damn emotional right now. I wished Boyfriend was here, but he hates it whenever I cry. He'll never know my real thoughts are written in here. I cry almost every night. I'm probably just so used to seeing him everyday. Not meeting up with him for a day makes me miss him so much.

Sometimes, I think negatively about Boyfriend. I worry so much about him cheating on me. I worry that he doesn't love me anymore.

2007-12-29T12:03:00.000+08:00

Imagine how screw up WWW system is now

Not only am I the only one complaining. I didn't expect myself to be leaving WWW this year, because I'm so attached to my work. For those who haven't encounter what I'm going through now, sooner or later you'll find out.

Fiq doesn't believe me when I told him our supervisor plays color, but he finally understood. Giving me a shift when I'm not available and asking me to turn up on the specific timing. He could even joke about my religion.

screw it.

Send Boyfriend to work early in the morning because I just wanted to. Due to the fractured wrist, he's banned from taking his damn bike till his wrist is no longer swollen and bandaged.

2007-12-27T11:38:00.000+08:00

2 days before Christmas

melvin

mel suggested this snapshot

taufiq & melvin

taufiq & me

bro & sis

threesome

Met up with Boyfriend then we zoomed down to White Sand

Boyfriend & me

*Christmas picture missing*

I'll upload the pictures soon after I got it from my little brother.

Anyway, the family dinner was somehow alright. Had 200 sticks of satay, 1 pot of tom yum soup, 1 pot of chicken curry with french loaf and I forgot what we had. Stayed over at my auntys' with my cousins. I couldn't really sleep, because my cousins were playing x-box till 2ish in the morning, and my phone kept ranging.

On Christmas day itself, Boyfriend and I got into an accident. The farked up drive did a U-turn without noticing us approaching. Accompanied Boyfriend to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. He fractured his left wrist.

where the accident took place

Boyfriend was so nice. He made me go over his office during my break time, just so that he could give me a present.

I'm still going to accompany Boyfriend to the hospital for further checkup NOW! And it's back to workplace later at night for the Christmas Party.

2007-12-24T14:00:00.000+08:00

Movies

I'm currently watching Alvin and the Chipmunks. Cute. And I love the songs the sing.

I've always been wanting to catch The Enchanted, but there isn't any time to do so. And, the website where I always watch for free doesn't include Enchanted in.

This 2 movies are coming up next after I've finished watching 'Alvin and the Chipmunk'.

How act cute can my little brother be?

MELVIN - i love juiced !! says:
see la
buy for me can

m i c h e l l e - ilovemyassholeboyfriend says:
tat one u ask her la

MELVIN - i love juiced !! says:
buy for me

m i c h e l l e - ilovemyassholeboyfriend says:
dun disturb me la

MELVIN - i love juiced !! says:
sob

m i c h e l l e - ilovemyassholeboyfriend says:
i wanna watch my movie
dun act cute

SEE!

Anyway, I think my supervisor is farking ridiculous. He made me write a explanation letter as to why I couldn't turn up for work when I've already found someone to cover my shift. And I only wrote him 2 sentences and I clicked on SEND. Seriously, I don't give a damn. I'm leaving Wild Wild Wet soon anyway.

*****

I had an argument with Dad yesterday at church. Seriously, I don't care if people thinks I'm those havoc kind of girl. I don't care about how other thinks bad about me. As long as I know I'm doing things the right way. If you want face, then I'm sorry but I can't give you any. Don't take other kids and compare them with me, because everyone is different. No one's perfect.

No one can stop me from making decisions. When I said I'm meeting my friends, that means I'm going to.

Met up with clone.one and Taufiq at Douby Ghaut. I went shopping around for Christmas presents for the exchange gifts. I bought a cute white lighter for Boyfriend,because I really don't know what to get him. Went down to meet up with Boyfriend after his work. Had dinner and we went to White Sand.

*****

He made me smile with just 2 sentences of his text message. Boyfriend's going to JB to make his bike and he's so going to meet me up later at night.

ilovemyassholeboyfriend

2007-12-19T12:09:00.001+08:00

Off Day

~~I'll be accompanying Boyfriend out to shop, and this is the first time after 3 months~~. Dinner with his friends later. Boyfriend has gotten his bonus, so he's treating everyone. How generous.

The first time he heard me hum a song. He continued by saying how happy I am. He really made my day.

He never grabbed my attention whenever he came in to my workplace. I never thought we would be friends, or even being as a couple. I'm somehow amazed by how things started out. It was only 3 days.

So in love.

2007-12-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

I skipped church again today because I was too tired to wake up so early in the morning. Neptune Cove today was freaking cool. The people there were dancing as if they were in a club.

Met up with Boyfriend after work and zoom zoom down to AA for dinner. Knowing I wanted to eat stingray, he lied and said he ordered 1 plate of fried rice and we'll both have to share it. I was whining to Boyfriend about how freaking long it takes them to cook just 1 plate of rice. After 20 minutes of waiting, the food came, and it was all my favorite. Boyfriend is just so sweet.

Michelle is going to chiong overtime due to the lack in vitamin M. I'm anticipating for Wild Wild Wet Christmas party which is on the 27th December and the New Year countdown with the workmates at Downtown East.

And and and, Liverpool lost to Man U by 1 - 0.

2007-12-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

He's never sick of me

I realized I've been too sticky to Boyfriend. But why?

1. Boyfriend will spend his off days with me. But usually when he's off, he'll ask me to take an off too.

2. We'll always wait for each other to finish work, and zoom back home together.

3. If we happen to start work at the same time, we'll zoom to work together. (even though I know I'll always be late, because Boyfriend has a habit of heading back to bed after a few times I called him on his cellphone)

4. He'll always bring me out for gathering with his friends.

He doesn't complain. He allows me to check his messages, because to him, it shows I'm concern for him. I don't control his life, which I know he doesn't like it. We play fight alot, and never argue over small matters. He gives in so much, that I felt he's the sweetest Boyfriend ever.

My 3 months plus with him was like heaven.

ilovemyassholeboyfriend

2007-12-10T00:35:00.001+08:00

Sunday Off Day Plan

Brought Boyfriend out for a movie. Due to the bad weather, we've got no choice but to watch it at Yishun. The movie wasn't that bad. And now I know what it means 'Evil in ink'.

Back to work tomorrow. I need a stable job SOON!

Boyfriend made me smile when he gave me the sweetest answer ever.
iloveyou

2007-12-08T08:10:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to be on my way to work now, but Boyfriend went back to sleep after I called him TWICE.

*screams & yell*

I need to rush up on my storyboarding before I could submit my portfolio.

2007-12-05T01:09:00.001+08:00

Happy belated 3rd month, assholeboyfriend
yeah, you know how much I love you
=p

Basically, I've been meeting up with boyfriend almost everyday.

I'm a happy girl because his working schedule this week isn't that hectic. Chilled at the lounge on Monday night after work till boyfriend finishes work. And yesterday, I accompanied him to apply for his Basic theory. He's so excited about getting his car license.

Work isn't that bad. I've been doing sai kang jobs for the past few days. I don't know if its good, but it's definitely tiring. Luckily I'm having an off from work today. We're prolly going for a move marathon.

I just can't wait for payday, and screw HR. They haven't update the pay system for November.

I was glad workmate came and talked to me about her situation. At least she knows how I felt in the past. And workmate told me something quite unexpected.

And since Friday is payday, I'm going on a mini shopping spree with brother, Faiz, Nabila and probably Fiq. I can't wait. Since when was the last time I carried many shopping bags on my arms?

2007-12-01T20:59:00.001+08:00

busy busy busy

My daily routine goes on everyday.
8 hours of work everyday. Dinner with the workmates. Waiting for boyfriend to knock off and zoom back home together.

My little brother seriously is a rich kid. I'm thinking if we're from the same parents. *laughs* Okay, so he got himself a Silver PSP and then today, he went to Expo and got a Sony W series camera. 7.2 mega pixel.

Sometimes, I think back of my past, I totally regretted spending all my money. It's just me being rebellious during the Secondary School days.

the camera my brother bought

the silver PSP

Went out with my 2 mates on Thursday after my work. We went drinking over at Balcony before I headed back to Downtown East to wait for boyfriend. Mel ordered Heneiken. I had a tequila XXX and Fiq got himself a S$5 green tea. *laughs* Something bad happened on that day itself.

I love my asshole boyfriend so much. He's been totally sweet and nice to me ever since the start. I know he hates the way I talk to him, but he didn't complain. I love the way he'll say he love me from afar. I like seeing him spy me at work whenever he drops by my workplace to do set up. 3 more days to our 3rd. Being together for only 2 months plus, we hardly had any argument. Only twice. I love my love life with myassholeboyfriend.

2007-11-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

My sweet Boyfriend

He rang me up just to ask if I'm feeling better. But at the same time, he laughed at me for having rashes. *rolling eyes*

ilovemyassholeboyfriend

2007-11-23T20:43:00.001+08:00

Finally
I'm back to blogging

I've been busy since last week. Training for the foam party and the start of the school holidays. There isn't as much guest as compared to last year.

Boyfriend too, have been too busy to even spend time with me. But I had got other programs on. Githa invited the Wild Wild Wet Lifeguard Team department over to her house for Deepavali dinner and also to celebrate Cindy's 25th birthday. Only a few turned up. Kim, Cunz, Mark, Gilbert, Ben, Rosahdel, Regg, Sabrina, Cindy, Kingston and his wife, Jane, Elisa, Shorty and me.

And the following day, I had to skip church because my beloved Supervisor put me on schedule at 12pm instead. I requested to end work 2 hours earlier and met up with Ann and Rei. Bused down to Eileen's surprised birthday party at Changi. Lots of the old lifeguard turned up.

Yvonne, Anan, Naz and his wife, Ju, Selamat, Muhamad, Ann, Melvin, Rei, Yathor, James, Jonathan, Wardi, MJ, Helmie, Yazid, Ridwan, Gilbert, Heikal, Taufiq, Shaboy and around 3 of whom I don't know. And surprisingly, I didn't drink at all.

Ju called me up randomly a day ago. I miss the old Wild Wild Wet so much.

I skipped work today because of my darn rashes. I don't know if it's the weather or the food that I ate. So I slept till 4pm today even though my house was so noisy with the life upgrading.

Back to work again tomorrow, and I really miss Boyfriend alot.

2007-11-19T00:42:00.001+08:00

I'll be back soon
I've been out till late night almost everyday and I need some rest
Stay tune

2007-11-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

What I've been up to

A horrible argument on a Friday night almost led to a separation. He was furious I was calm. I was glad Aaron, Mitchelle and Crunz were there to comfort me, especially Aaron. We started texting when he was cool. I explained and there he went saying something memorable.

The church anniversary celebration was a small thing this year round. Teamed up with Nigel to do the video production. I went home to take a nap, but I never expect myself to be heading out of my house for town at 7.30pm. Met up with Hyde for dinner at Vil'age and trained back home.

The weather yesteday was so cool that I went back to sleep till 10am. I was late, and Boyfriend had to call and check up on me. I accompanied Boyfriend to work and waited for him to end work at 12am. I was seriously too tired because I've been drinking with Ann. 2 mugs is enough to make me gone case.

And for now, I think it's better I end here soon, because the sky out there isn't too good. I'm meeting up with the workmates at Bugis. Ciao.

2007-11-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

Movie marathon
and of course, with my boyfriend.

Firstly, I continued watching Jackass #2 yesternight till 4am. And here are some of my favorite parts.

Someone had to fart, and he has to endure that awful smell
That someone ended up shyting
That's totally gross

First, it was a leech on the testicles
Then it was in the eyes
I feel the pain

They were heating up this iron thingy and burn the guy's ass
6 times, different spot
It's going to be permanent

They've to catch 2 of this giant snake

I was laughing damn loudly when everyone at home was asleep. I want to watch more of the Jackass show. And, I love them.

And today, it was both Boyfriend and my off day. Macdelivery. Out to pay his bikes installment. Headed over to Sim Lim Square and Boyfriend got himself another MP3. Went to look around for my M2 card, and I didn't expect him to buy it on the spot for me.

Zoomed down to Novena Square for dinner at Fish & Co. I don't know what's up with our appetite, but nowadays, we've been eating little. We didn't manage to finish up my foods, but we enjoyed brain freezing.

Went back to his crib straight as he was excited about seeing his 2nd baby's new paint work done by his friend.

As we were walking around Pasar Lane earlier, I happen to see some nice DVDs. Boyfriend decided to buy them so we could watch it. We bought 'The Game Plan' and 'Saw IV'.

Stayed over and caught The Game Plan, which I must say is a nice movie.

Story of rugged superstar quarterback Joe Kingman (DWAYNE THE ROCK JOHNSON), whose Boston-based team is chasing a championship. A serial bachelor, Kingman is living the ultimate fantasy: hes rich, famous and the life of the party. But this dream is suddenly sacked for a loss when he discovers the 7-year-old daughter (newcomer MADISON PETTIS) he never knew he had the product of a last fling before parting years ago with his young wife.

Saw IV coming up. And I want to watch American Gangster too.

It's a public holiday tomorrow. Happy Deepavali to all Indian peoples, including my, *ahem* Boyfriend. Though it's a holiday, but I'm still working. My nicest boyfriend thought of sending me over to work in the morning, but he never expect it'll be 9am.

Boyfriend here. Boyfriend there. Non stop talking about Boyfriend, but still, he's the sweetest.

2007-11-07T01:37:00.001+08:00

Jackass

The show is freaking damn funny.

A lubricant, condom and a toy car. Insert it into your asshole. Feel the pain. Endurance. Ends up visiting the doc for some x-tray. I swear the nurse and the doc expression were like priceless.

I'm moving on to Jackass 2.

I do have friends who are jackasses too. When they jackass, I seriously felt like vomiting. My friends are nuts.

2007-11-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

Lil Mama

I think her songs are damn cool. Especially her G Slide (the video below) and Avril Lavigne & Lil Mama - Girlfriend.

(Click here for more of her biodata)

2007-11-06T02:52:00.001+08:00

Ben & Jerrys' cow STOLEN

I swear it was the most hilarious news of the day. Well, you know, the Ben & Jerrys' cow? It was somehow stolen for I don't know what reason. The security at Downtown East told Boyfriend about it, as he went to return the keys. And as we were riding back, I was thinking

'Why the hell would they ever want to steal the cow?'

'How the bloody hell did they manage to move the cow?'

'Where are they going to put the cow?'

'What are they going to do with the cow?'

Call me retarded, but I was laughing secretly behind Boyfriend as he was riding.

I was supposed to have dinner with Boyfriend, but ended up eating with the mates. He was angry with me. Waited for him at the lounge. Came home and got nagged by my Dad again for returning home late.

I love it when Boyfriend really shows his love towards me.

2007-11-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

What a boring day

My boyfriend clicked me in MSN and decided to create trouble for me. I swear he deserves his tooth to be broken. *laughs at boyfriend* He clicked me and asked me why didn't I want to reply his text message earlier in the morning. And said I was full of excuses. I had just started munching on my very first spoonful of rice and he already spoil my mood. Then he said he was sorry for play such a stupid joke on me.

See how lame my assholeboyfriend is. Some people have clicked me on MSN regarding my nickname. They've all thought I had a fight with boyfriend, but the fact is, that's how we call each other.

He's my assholeboyfriend and I'm his begokgirlfriend.

Heading to Downtown East in an hour time to meet up with the workmates and also my beloved boyfriend. I'm waiting for him to knock off at 12 midnight.

I seriously can't wait for Wednesday and Thursday to come because Boyfriend is finally having his off. I hope his friends will be free, so we can play at Wild Wild Wet after my work on Thursday.

2007-11-04T00:53:00.001+08:00

Happy 2 months, Boyfriend

Thanks for loving
Thanks for caring

Boyfriend have been busy for the past 2 weeks, and the many more weeks to come. I have to admit I hate his working hours because it's freaking irregular. But as his girlfriend, I've got to be understanding enough.

Given me 5 minutes of just seeing him, I could get high for the rest of the day.

I'm glad that the draggy days have passed. Especially the time at work. And I just realized that I've been working everyday, AGAIN. I've heard so many stories (so much of the work politics). It just saddens to see people at work drifting apart, and not being like how we used to be. Soon, all the seniors will be leaving. I'm still going to keep my cool. Afterall, I've tolerated so much over the past 2 years.

I can't wait. I can't wait for Boyfriends' off day. I can't wait to go out shopping with him. And because Boyfriend is a homely type, I'm more anticipating for Wednesday to come.

2007-10-31T00:39:00.001+08:00

A day without my assholeboyfriend

My boyfriend was so happy because I'm finally staying home. Slept the whole day. For some 'I-don't-know' reason, I just don't like staying at home. Boyfriend prefers me to be a homely person. I'll be, but with him around.

Met up with my lepak mates at the usual place. Sufi and Taufiq. After so many months of not chilling together, they both became even more lamer. It's always so nice to lepak with them.

the cat was supposed to be sipping on my Whatever drink

my lepak mate, Sufi

I ended up rolling this stupid budget cigarette for them

And we camwhore a little bit.

trying to step fierce

check out their sexy asses

The 2 guys were really farked up jackasses. First, they scare me with a cat. Then, a dead cockroach. And as we were walking back, Sufi carried a cat and I thought he was going to sayang it, but never did I know he'll throw the cat high up in the air, and luckily for the cat, it landed safely. I was like 'what the hell' and I screamed. Fiq says it's alright to do so, because a cat has got 9 lives, and for that pityful cat, it's down to 8 lives left.

Well, I missed the Halloween thingy at Escape. And also the open house which James invited to all. No more missing of Wild Wild Wet activities.

2007-10-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

New Skin

2 hours of editing without my Dreamweaver. Html error occurs in 'human links'. It'll soon be up.

Was supposed to meet up with boyfriend for lunch, but he's always late. Not only once, but countless times. Even with that 1 hour time spend during lunch, I still do enjoy being with him.

My boyfriend's the sweetest.

Came home and nap for a little little while. Had dinner over at Chong Pang, whereby Daddy gave the other SEE family a treat. Here's what we had:

2 medium stingrays

1 medium sambal sotong

1 plate of baby kai lan

1 plate of ceral prawns

1 pot of fish head curry

and, the overall

We still had sweet and sour fish fillet and salad you tiao. All in all, it was 8 dishes and the total cost was almost a 100 bucks. I love having such dinner with my families.

And the thought of the 2 SEE brothers buying over a house and staying together sounds pretty cool. Especailly when you know that it's a 5 storey semi deteched or apartment. The starting price was 6 hundred thousand, but the apartment has increased to prolly about 1 million to 1.5 million. 5 storey high (a basement, 1st storey living room + kitchen, 2nd and 3rd storey rooms and the rooftop), seems to fit us just nice. But it was such a waste. So now, I can only continue admiring that house as I pass by through the road back home.

And it's work again tomorrow.

2007-10-28T11:07:00.000+08:00

Pissed off
early in the morning, I was pissed off with someone. I was understanding enough, but my patience level isn't that good. And I cry whenever I lose my patience.

*screams*

I need to chill.

2007-10-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

Too busy for me

The peak period is approaching. I guess when the holiday reaches, I'll be working more overtime instead, because Boyfriend will be too busy with work. Since the last week, he hasn't taken a day off from work.

Every spare time we have, we'll treasure it.

I'm happy to be able to see Boyfriend almost everyday at work. I'm a Downtown East girl. Seriously, Downtown East has brought me back lots of memories.

I met up with Boyfriend during my lunch break, even if it was for a short while with his mates. Then I ended work early at 5pm. I ate alone while Boyfriend walked in and out of Platinum Lounge, afraid I would be too lonely.

I should be in bed by now, but I'm always waiting for Boyfriend to reach home before I could sleep. Heading over to his crib early in the morning and zoom zoom to work together.

It's a boring entry though.

2007-10-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

drink. drank. drunk

my head is still spinning a little. I sneaked in to NCSC or whatever you call that dinner & dance, earlier on. My group of workmates are the craziest and the noisiest among all. Kumar was damn hilarious with his jokes. We got pushed around. Toppled onto each and every one. I love my workmates.

It ended at 11ish. Everyone's supposed to be back to work early tomorrow morning, except for those lucky people who took an off.

Headed to a pub at Lucky Plaza and they ordered 2 jug. I only had 2 glasses of it and my head started spinning. I know I'm a lousy drinker.

Then, my Dad came to fetch me. At times, I think having my Dad to fetch me home at the late hours is good, but at times I don't really like him doing so. He tend to assume things, and we'll always end up arguing. Sometimes, I do think he's being racist whenever he talks to me about Malay guys. As I've said, to me, all guys are the same, be it a Indian, Malay or Chinese. It's just how they bring themselves out, and their behavior.

And because of this, I sometimes think, 'when will my dad give me total freedom that I can enjoy myself till the wee hours and return home as and when I like?'. I know my house is not a hotel. And I'm not those who would take advantages of the privileges given to me.

Maybe that's all I have to say right now.

I miss my boyfriend lots.

2007-10-23T17:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Ho Jie Wei

Meeting up with the rest later in the night before I go meet up with my workmates. I need to drink. Drink Drank Drunk.

2007-10-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Home Decor 3 is back
with their usual time slot. Admiring their theme concept. Imagining your house to be like theirs.

The past few days have been busy. It's all just about work work and more work that boyfriend doesn't even have time to meet up with me. The only time that we met up was during work, where he'll come in Wild Wild Wet to do set up. That's where I admire him at work from afar. Well, at least he took some time, even if it's just for 5 minutes, to talk to me.

As boyfriend was farking busy with work, I didn't want to text him with stupid nonsense like
'hey love, what are you doing?' or 'have you eaten?'. But being understanding enough, I only chose to text him after work, which is like 1am. But my boyfriend thinks I don't love him because I didn't text him that I'm out for dinner with my folks. I know my boyfriend is just joking around and that makes him even more loveable.

The SEE family decided to dine out together at 925 yesternight. Halfway through dinner, my Aunt called and asked both our families if we would like to join them for a short holiday trip to our neighboring country, Malaysia. They've still to make up their mind.

Okay, so after dinner, we went over to the nearest M1 outlet and got myself a new phone. I was actually pleased with the phone. It's 3G. Bluetooth. Music Player. Radio. But it lacks of 1 important thing. THE MEMORY SPACE. I was only given 14Mb free in-built memory space. How pathetic could it be. So I was whining to boyfriend about it and he laughs at my pathetic phone. But, he said he'll get me a memory card when he gets his pay.

Tomorrow is my companys' Dinner & Dance. How cool could it be if I could join the rest. Hang loose and get drunk. But oh well, I'm just a part timer, earning a pathetic S$5.50 per hour. I shall catch up with them prolly after 10pm and we're prolly going to have a hangover. Boyfriend might be giving it a miss due to the lack of manpower. I was hoping Boyfriend could accompany me.

I love my Boyfriend

*edited*

2007-10-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Feeling emotional again

Yes I am. Due to some problems which I'm facing again. I won't let the matter rest if it ever happens again. I want to shut myself up. From everybody, including my families, friends and love. I just needed the time to be alone.

But still, I'm glad I have Uncle Dao, Eileen and bestie Zee to talk to.

And now, I hope I won't be feeling too emotional anymore, because it's back to work tomorrow.

Can you believe Michelle is doing overtime tomorrow? 11 hours of work. I wonder if I'm able to survive because I'm still having the damn menses.

My love just passed his Class 2A, which means, he's going to get his Super 4 soon. He's anticipating for the day to come. Congrats love, and I shall sit on your 3rd baby real soon.

2007-10-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wanking Aid

I found this picture below from my little brothers' blog. It's so funny on how Japanese can come up with such toys.

And now, my Daddy's nagging at my little brother from skipping classes. I didn't realize my brother has gotten 2 letters from school, informing my Dad that he hasn't been attending lessons. Like sister, like brother.

My Dad is really very furious now, that they are arguing.

I still remember my ITE days. The time when I skip school and hang out. The coffeebean hangout. The chicken rice without chicken for lunch. My little brothers' skipping school habit, cannot be compared with mine. I pity my brother for having such horrible teachers. *laughs*

And work today was busy busy busy with lots and lots of kiddos. School's out for the students taking N levels. Tomorrow marks the start of the PSLE marking day, which means, primary school are having holidays for this whole week.

I bumped into my cousin at Drive 6 earlier and coincidentally, my cousins' friend is my ex-workmate friend, whom we hang out once before. The world is seriously small.

2007-10-12T14:49:00.000+08:00

He loves me no more
no, he still do

My friends says I went missing in action. I realized I haven't been meeting up with bestie and girlfriends for a few months. A month plus of not hanging out with classmates during the weekends. After raya, I'll be back to the usual hangouts, hopefully.

So much happened over the week. Work and conflicts.

Love has been so nice to wait for me to knock off and go home together. No doubt I love him lots. And from this day onwards, I don't want to include the him in our fights anymore.

I've been hanging out with love and his friends almost every night at the usual place. And all of a sudden, I have a 'brother'.

Aaron's leaving Wild Wild Wet soon. Everyone whom I'm close with are leaving. Wild Wild Wet really isn't like the past.

Zee, I'm still kicking asses around. I know you miss me that's why you wrote me a comment right? And for you, I update my DEAD blog. I'll see you around and we'll go chill. I miss playing the music game on your PSP. Have you bought a new one?

Lastly, I know what I'm going to write now, my boyfriend won't be seeing it. But nevertherless, I still love him. You're mine mine mine. You're Michos' one and only.

Selemat Hari Raya to all my malay friends.

2007-10-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

Busy with work
ever since Thursday, I've been working non stop. Deck chairs not placed back. Ular lah rafts needs to be coated. Lifejackets cleaned and placed back in order. Overtime on the last day of renovation because there still are lots of things to clear. And instead of starting work at 9am on a Saturday morning, we were asked to be at work an hour earlier.

Love came over to fetch me from work. Went to Courts to show him my all time favorite round sofa, built-in teevee fridge and the HUGE 100 thousand dollars teevee. Went down to Simpang Bedok to meet up with his friends before going down to Eunos. Cabbed back home instead because I didn't want to trouble Love due to some problem.

I woke up in the middle of the night feeling anxious,worried and confused.

Love came over early on a Sunday morning and we had lunch before I went to work. Due to the lack of sleep, he went home to catch up on his beauty sleep before he came to fetch me at night. Went to A&A for dinner and chilled with his buddies. And yes, Hariz got the job at my workplace. It's kinda weird having my own friend to work with me.

Off from work on Monday. I got Love to come fetch me at 8.30am but instead I went down at 9am. Yes Love, I know you love me and I love you too. Went to collect his second baby (his 125z bike) and it took us a freaking 6 hours. Went to the pasar malam at Chong Pang and went back to his crib.

Okay, I'm in love with this Indo drama, Hikmah. Freaking nice. Love's sister was watching it on teevee and it somehow got me interested, so I stayed till 11pm before he send me home.

Today, is another off day. Was supposed to be at Loves' crib at 9am, but I only woke up at 10am. He thought I was still at home sleeping and might not be going over. *laughs* Why would I not want to meet him when we do have the time to? Brought him breakfast and he send me home before heading to work.

I know my entry is all about work, love and me. I've been spending my everyday with him. FINE! I shall not be so INTO him the next post.

Tanning with my little brother at Sentosa tomorrow morning. Darn. I dread the long ride down. And I've got an interview in the evening. F**K

2007-09-27T05:50:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep

I got up in the middle of the night for I-don't-know-what-reason. On-ed my lappy and am now watching my 'Tokyo Juliet' and chatting with Rei.

I'll be leaving for work in an hour time. With just an hour or two of sleep, I'll be feeling restless at the end of the day.

But at least I know love.one will always make me smile. =)

Somehow I still have that fear in me. What will actually happen later at work. How will he react after seeing me. Will he treat me like how he used to treat Reg.

2007-09-26T17:09:00.001+08:00

How much I miss work
and Yes! 3 more days to park reopen

I'm called back to work tomorrow and Friday. Though it's just doing laborer job, I'm still happy because I still get paid to work and see my workmates.

I miss the playground

Steamboat over at Eve's place. How nice is it to eating good food, plus my Thai aunty cooks nice tom yum. It's over to meet love after dinner. I hope to fetch him over from work.

2007-09-26T00:19:00.001+08:00

I love Taiwan Dramas

I'm currently so much into 'Romantic Princess'. Waiting for Episode 3 to be up and at the mean time, looking around for more shows.

I stayed home the whole of today, watching 'Why Why Love' and yes, I've finished watching them. It always end with a happy ending.

Love is asleep so early and I'm so bored la. What the hell. And I don't have any plans for this week. If the weather's good, my little brother and I will just head down to Sentosa.

2007-09-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

Food
sambal stingray. sambal prawn. baby kai lan with oyster sauce.

I brought love one for dinner at Chong Pang and finally had my craving for all those foods. It was then over to his crib before he sends me home later in the night.

The sun didn't came out in the morning, so there goes my suntanning plan with my little brother yesterday. We overslept anyway. So we decided to play pool and got Daddy to send us over.

Work is starting soon and I'm getting new.friend to come over to interview.

All I know for now, is "I'm having a boring day ahead"

2007-09-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

Daughtry
love the songs like 'Home' 'Over You' and more.

I've been rather restless. My eyes just can't seem to stop shutting. Even when I'm doing camera production.

It was raining this morning and we had no umbrella with us. With my slippery flip flop, I fall onto the steps in a cool way. Damn. My little brother made fun of the way I fell.

Meeting with the Video Production.

Daddy gave me and my little brother 100 bucks for shopping. So I'm feeling a little rich with the left over balance in my bank. Came home and took my nap.

Thought of heading down to Geylang or bring love.one out for dinner, but he has to work till 12 midnight. Anyway, there's always tomorrow. And I do miss you, Boyfriend.

Tanning with my little brother in the morning tomorrow at Sentosa. Followed by a few hours of pool before I head down to Downtown East to meet up with love.one.

I just got up from bed 3 hours ago, and I'm feeling tired again. I want to sleep NOW NOW NOW!

And it's the last week of renovation at Wild Wild Wet and it's going to re-open this coming Saturday. I do hope I'm working. Plus, I've been keeping a lookout for more job offers which is more to the media line.

I pray I get a proper job soon.

2007-09-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

New Love

Boyfriend bought his second baby, a Yamaha 125Z sport bike. I'll miss listening to Akon music with his X1 bike.

his new baby

And I've been browsing through the net for some new piercings.

LIPS

labret piercing #1

labret piercing #2
I like

labret piercing #3

lowbret #1

EARS

tragus
I've gotten

conch piercing

daith piercing

snug piercing

All I like. I'm just afraid of the Snug piercing.

I need a new phone. The phone I'm holding onto it now is already spoilt.

I'm happy because I get to spend my weekends with love.one
I'm happy because Daddy is bring me and my little brother on a small shopping spree tomorrow
I'm happy because love.one is ending work early tomorrow
I'm happy because work is starting next week and I know that love.one is going to pick me up

2007-09-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

My little brother is an ASSHOLE

He f**king played a stupid trick on me and wasted my damn messages.

MELVIN, you s**ks man.

wth

2007-09-19T13:12:00.000+08:00

Whenever I'm over at Love's, I'll always watch at least I DVD. And today, I caught 'The American Pie - The Naked Mile'. Hilarious show.

And now I'm blogging because love.one is sleeping away.

Yesterday, the weather played on us, so we've decided to forgo the suntanning trip. We ended up at Ikea and I swear it's the nicest place to fool around. Imagine those furnitures in your own crib. How cool can.

So Eileen went 'Hey Mich, if you have a pool table at home, we can always go over to your crib and hangout instead. And revamp a room into a movie threatre'. How cool can. Then I'll call all my friends to hangout at my crib every weekends. And I'll put a nice fridge with a built-in teevee in my kitchen. I'll buy the round pink sofa and put it in my room, plus the egg chair which I love. A nice sound system goes along with my HUGE HUGE I-don't-know-how-many-feet plasma teevee. Damn it. You guys should just go check out those cool furnitures at Ikea and Courts. I know I'm just dreaming, but at least let me be happy for a day.

I said I'll bring love.one down someday, and I know he thinks I'm MAD. hohoho

I went down to look for love.one and we had dinner together. Waited for him to finish his work at 12am. And his mates showed me some bar trick which I continually lost. It was interesting anyway.

I love my bf.

2007-09-18T12:14:00.001+08:00

SUN
I need the sun badly

Meeting up with Eileen for a swim, plus a tan over at Bedok Swimming Complex. Rei won't be coming and I have no idea where are we going to after our swim+tan. Might be heading down to Platinum Lounge to look for love.one.

And I'm going to print lots and lots of jokes to entertain Sufi. I swear he's the lamest joker I've ever met.

I can't wait for weekend.

2007-09-17T18:54:00.001+08:00

We love our DP

the DP that me and my little brother love

I've been staying home since yesterday noon. Came home from church and played Facebook. It's so addictive that I got hooked on to it for hours before I took a nap. Much more fun as compared to Friendster.

No dates today and it sucks. I've been sleeping sleeping sleeping. And my back aches now. I miss working, but the thought of going back to work somehow makes me worry a little.

I need to lepak soon, because I feel like I'm rotting soon.

Suntanning session tomorrow. I hope it's confirm. I need to get myself burn a little.

2007-09-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

Jack's Place

We brought Daddy over to Jack's Place for dinner. He wanted to stay home to watch his Channel U show, but after much persuasion, he decided to forgo the show and come out for dinner.

So, this is what we had.

Before that, I met up with Eileen and Rui Kun for bowling. I suck at it.

Okay, I got no mood to blog anymore. I'm feeling so f**ked up now.

2007-09-14T04:05:00.000+08:00

4.30am
I've to wake love.one up in 25 more minutes, then I could finally get in to bed.

Met up with love after his work and we only spend 1 hour together. Supper and Chilled around. I've been staying home for the past 3 days. And I seriously need to go out la.

Schoolmates will be heading to Zouk for a birthday party, but I guess I've to give it a miss.

Saturday plans not confirm, but I really want to go to Escape Theme Park to play. It's either that, or training at church. Probably bowling with Eileen at noon time and dinner with my family because it's my beloved Daddys' birthday.

Thank you clone.one for accepting my choice. Thanks for being such a nice brother.

*screams* What's for plan later?

2007-09-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

My little brother
dyed his hair gold/blonde and he looks so ah beng. I bet my Dad is going to yell at home when he sees his hair. I swear it looks so fugly that I wouldn't want to walk next to my brother anymore.

There was a tremor yesternight and I thought maybe it was just my illusions. But damn, as I was boiling the water for my noodles, I could see the swaying of the water in the pot. Damn horrible. My little brother probably got a shock because it was his first time encountering a tremor. This is the second time it happened this year.

I hope I'll be meeting love.one later.

Someone found out of my status and I was surprisingly shocked. I guess I've just lost 1 friend.

2007-09-13T00:46:00.001+08:00

micho's feeling a tiny winy bit EMO

2007-09-12T20:16:00.001+08:00

Sushi
after months of waiting. Met up with Eileen and Rei for our sushi buffet at Sakuae. And we didn't realize that instead of the student buffet, they've changed it to the youth buffet. So long as you're 16 - 21 years of age. We were laughing at Rei because he had to pay for an adult price.

We had quite alot. Tried different types instead of eating the same egg roll and tuna. I'm craving for sushi again. How humans?

We went shopping and only bought 2 tops. Wanted to get a yellow top from Topshop, but they don't have my size. Wanted to get love to bring me down yesterday, but he doesn't like hanging around at Marina.

Okay fine. Eileen and Rei keep asking me to try on this dress and that dress. Will I look better in dress instead?

Had fondue at Coffee Club and chill over at Cine. Went to take a look at Fabulous Tan located just next to the cineplex. The guy looks hot, but the 2 guys doesn't think so. And Eileen has been wanting me to try out the Fabulous Tan.

Yesterday was loves' off day. Brought him his big breakfast and we watched Ratatouille. Went out to Northpoint for lunch and caught 'Apartment 1303' which wasn't really nice. Love fell asleep and it's so boring that I felt like walking off. Went to AMK hub for dinner and we discovered that they're opening a Platinum Lounge there, which is so uncool. Love then send me to look for the usual mates to lepak.

iloveu, love.

I don't know what up for the next few days. But I'll be so bored because I don't get to see love.

2007-09-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

Happy once again
it's a new start for the both of us. I'm happy and contented with everything now.

It's the last week working at Wild Wild Wet before it closes down for the 3 weeks renovation. I wonder how am I going to spend my days, but I'm definitely going to send out resumes and going down for interviews.

And I've been working everyday without a single day rest for the past 2 weeks. Finally my short little vacation starts from tomorrow and I'm going to spend more time with love.one. Finally we're having a proper date, Otherwise, it's always meet up after our working time, dinner, chill out and back home.

I'm going to enjoy my Sunday to Tuesday with love.one and friends.

2007-09-04T08:57:00.000+08:00

Forgotten
and trying to move on
lead a better life
I don't see a point in waiting any longer when there isn't any actions taken

3 more days to payday and I can't wait. It was a horrible horrible month without extra vitamin M. Had an early night that's why I'm up early. It's going to be a tiring and busy week but nevertheless, working is always fun when there's a crowd.

Been hanging out with making.me.confuse guy and dinner tonight with him.

And I can't believe that I had a conversation with her. I find she's a pretty nice person, not as bad as we thought she would be.

Eileen, if you're reading this, I want to say i.love.u. Imagine not having you around at work anymore. I'm going to be so lonely and not so lively. Lame and stupid jokes = fun time with you. Thanks for being such a nice friend and a listening ear.

2007-08-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

It's the first day
and I wonder how's everything coming along

Well, I've to keep telling myself that 1 month passes in a blink. And soon, it'll be the day that I'll be picking him up.

Upcoming plan.
10th september - sushi with ruikun & eileen
11th september - shopping with eileen + fondue
15th september - Daddys' ___ years old birthday

Suntanning session with Eileen, which has yet to be confirmed. A visit to Ting and Babys' crib soon. A gathering with Chee Boon and gang. Meet up with the groupies because it's been a long time, especially Zee. Saturday chill out with schoolmates. Dinner with clone.one & neighbour.

And the 1 week holidays is just next week. Damn. I finally realized that I've book 11 days straight of work without an OFF. At least it pays off for all those hard work.

2007-08-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

iMac
and after using the iMac over at Barong, I though, 'Why not sell away my S$2565 Acer laptop and get an iMac instead'.

I accompanied closefriend to settle his fine before he send me off for my interview. He waited for me without complain.

Exactly 3 more days. I'm worried, yes I am.

And when I was on my way back home in the bus, I almost teared while listening to 'Thanks for the memories' by Fall Out Boys.

closefriend, I appreciate your everything. I've wanted to stop seeing you, but you made me stay. Though I don't know if it's worth everything, but I'll still wait. Thanks for those happy memories we shared.

2007-08-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

I've an interview tomorrow morning. And closefriend was nice enough to offer me a ride for my interview, since I didn't know where is Ubi. And thanks to RuiKun who intro-ed me this job.

I'm still on the 50/50 side of my decision. I'm just giving it a shot, but another part of my mind still thinks of my 2 years stay at Wild Wild Wet.

I'll let God do it all. It's in his hands.

2007-08-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Confusion
leads to miscommunication. So it ended up with people going for break at 6.10pm, the very last.

Shall not bother so much about conflicts.

Work means Work. There's always a limit to everything. When it's time to play, we'll set aside those works and free the mind.

Exactly a week more to vacation. It's going to be a month. =(

Does all good thing comes to an end?

*****

I read my little brother's blog and I want to tagged, but I'm his lazy sister la. I know I'm his sister who's hardly home and we don't really talk. I hardly see or even talk to my mum too. Everytime I'm home, both of them will be out at school or work, and when they're home, I'm at work. OPPOSITE. But still I love them.

2007-08-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

Akon Concert
it was fabulous, but I can say it isn't worth your S$88. Lucky it was for free for Leisurequest workers upon showing our pass. But of course, I got my pass from my supervisor. Akon started his concert only at 9ish, sang a few of his new songs, and at 10.15pm, his concert ended. The DJ rocks, I swear. It was a very cool experience since it was my very first time to such a concert. They should hold more concerts at D'marque, so we can enter for free again. *laughs*

Blame it on me
Maybe I was just too naive. But no matter what, I'm still going to treat closefriend like how we used to be.

Bikini Bay.

Childish acts
What's the point of writing about someone you dislike so much on your blog? Trying to gain sympathy from others? Mature people won't go around writing such stuffs anymore. If people really dislike you so much, you've got no choice but to just ignore. You don't need them to work or survive. With the handful number of people whom I know dislike me, I chose not to bother, but stop acting nice to me. 2 sided face people really sucks.

*this is an exception from me being childish writing about people, but it's the fact*

2007-08-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

From Work
and yes, I'm waiting for close.friend to be done with bathing.

More updates coming up

2007-08-18T02:18:00.000+08:00

Concert
and yes, I'll be going to the Akon concert later on in the evening. Free entrance upon flashing the staff pass and what's best, we don't have to queue.

Meeting up with exbf tomorrow for movie. I think it's so weird to hang out with exbf.

2007-08-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

Girls hate Girls

There's always this thing about girls hating one another. I ain't surprised if people do dislike me. But it's always so hurting when I treat that someone as a friend but somehow found out that they've back stabbed me.

closefriend is right. I shouldn't bother much about those not-grown-up-kids. And I ain't really bothered with those people who dislike me.

People pretending to be nice to me when actual fact is they dislike me alot. Stop putting up a good front. I've seen it all, and it's enough for me to know who really are my true friends.

I'm sorry Rui Kun to disappoint you, but what I heard was the truth.

I know in the outside world, such a thing would happen.

And seriously, what's the problem with having more guy friends than girls? Does that mean having more guy friends means I'm being a bitch? I don't see anything wrong with having more of the guys as my friends.

At work, 1 reason why I talk to guys is because Wild Wild Wet has more guys compared to girls. But still I do talk to that small percentage of girls at work.

I don't understand how a girl can dislike me when I hardly know or even talk to her.

I know who truly are my friends.

Cheer up Zee. You still have us girls as your friends, remember.

2007-08-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

Finally
it's time for mahjong with workmates. A somehow last minute mahjong session.

Sometime very random.
My mum laughed at my Dad for having such a BIG shades on. The reason why the BIG shades was because my Dad wears his specs and wears his shades over it, so that makes it look BIG. Both my parents and I blasted out laughing.

2007-08-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

Kept in the dark
easy in love. hard to forget

So how did everyone out there spend their day on National Day? Well, basically it was work for me even though it was just an extra pathetic 50 cents added. Specialfriend and I caught the fireworks on teevee.

The usual hang out with classmates on Saturdays. Everyone was feeling emo. The breakup. The long distance relationship. The kept in the dark secret. We had Billy Bombers and then to Vilage for dinner.

We had alot. 3 plates of rosti, 1 stingray, 1 I-don't-know-what-JieWei-ordered, 1 chicken breast meat, 1 cream of mushroom soup, 1 chocolate fondue with lots and lots of marshmallows. The guys decided to play Counter Strike, but it was time for me to go home.

So I pang seh the happy.after.emo.peeps and trained back home.

Came home after work today and had my afternoon nap. Since when was the last time I had 1?

Let's hope my week ahead won't get screwed up with those f**ked up guest.